Feeling Sick

Stomach churns... I think I know why...

Too hot... yet So cold...

Sickening to say the least... breathing slows to normal now.

Your grace isn't far from my aching heart.

Time to think more clearly... God, please reveal.

Jesus, help me do this... whatever "this" is.

I can sense it will hurt... I can't pre-empt reaction...

Can only hope and pray... and pray and pray.

God give me the words --embed them in my heart that I may mirror YOUR heart for her.

Lord, use me... I am unworthy, but please use me... show me how.

Though my world looks shattered, I know You have it in Your hands...

*listening to song... can relate:

I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That You would take my pain away
That You would take my pain away

I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crookedly lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands

When You walked upon the Earth
You healed the broken, lost, and hurt
I know You hate to see me cry
One day You will set all things right
Yea, one day You will set all things right

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands

Your hands
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave You when...

When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave...
I never leave Your hands

Your Hands - JJ Heller

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlL8LayF0uw